Got Nothing..

April 16, 2007 is the day I started dying, or at least stopped living. I've been doing a pretty good job of fooling those closest to me and those not close to me don't exist anymore. Living in this area there are Billboards I drive by everyday, cars with remembrance stickers, hell there are even people with "never forget" tattooed on their person. I bet none of those people were on campus that day, I was. The e-mails started early that day and showed no concern for what was about to happen, when it happened it was bad. Some say look for the good in people, I say watch yourself because every one of us is capable of horrondus acts that defy god. I lost so much that day, blind faith, beliefs, friends, sanity and my job to boot. So April 16th, Fuck You!

Like a Moth to a Flame

Today, like everyday had some extraordinay horrendous stories from around the world. In some country where it is common for men to marry girls as young as 10, a new bride of 12 years old was raped by her new husband to the point of death. Here in the US a little 7 year old girl was shot and killed when the car she was Riding
in was all shot up. The whole leadership of Poland was killed in a plane crash, I mean Political, Military, Civilian, business leaders...everyone. Yet I feel strangely positive, I actually see a glimmer of hope for my daughter who turns 9 today. Happy Birthday Angel. I think we are going to have change the way we do business with the world. It seems to me that as a nation we are going to have to start producing things again.

Had a good gig at Corned Beef this evening. Band was named Polychrome and they were entertaining as hell and very talented to boot. Now their system is a different story, or at least takes some leaps of faith in judgement to get functional. The system appeared to be very small, a single 15 sub and an old peavy box on top, you know what....it did and sounded great. Another odd thing about the set up is that they don't use a crossover, rather the signal goes through this EQ on steroids and voila, everything works.

Fucking Cockroaches

L.A. is contemplating going on 3 day work week for state, city, county employees because the city is BROKE. Since all policies seem to come from west to east, our future looks bleak to me. We don't need different people in office, we need to get rid of the office, all they do is miss manage funds and get fat paychecks to do it. It's time the people take over, non violence is not the answer, ask; Ghandi, MLK, Lennon, Bhuto...etc

You cant ask them because while they were spreading peace and love, they either got shot or blowed up sir! I fear I am becoming quite radical in my thinking of what needs to happen, I honestly want Anarchy and revolution. Thats crazy talk, isn't it?